Dappled sunlight filters down through the fingers of gnarled old trees
He sits,
surrounded by nothing but bramble and bush
Calling out for a guiding hand on skinned and scratched knees
Not a sound answers back,
everything down to the fallen leaves appear muted,
dead
The shades are steep here, covering everything in quiet melancholy
All of the forest life is hidden and silent,
as if God himself has but the great green earth to bed
He huddles,
eyes shut tight, hands clamped over his ears
Waiting, more of a sleeping stone than a dreaming man
Counting slowly backwards,
falling quietly through the years
There was a fireworks show at the amusement park where I work this past weekend. Most of the park guests were looking for good places to see the show from, so business was slowing down. I let my mind wander a bit as the bright blasts lit the sky. I thought about all the little things that go into making a firework, what it is that makes that particular explosion a certain color and shape.
There must be a lot of variables firework technicians have to consider; the timing of the explosion itself, the weight of the rocket, the composition of the powder, and another hundred and one tiny little things. All for a brief flash and a few “oohs” and “ahhs”.
People are a lot like fireworks, aren’t they? Like all of the little things that go into those colored explosion in the sky, life has a lot of variables, too. People try and try, stumbling along. The do everything they can to climb up and up, hoping to find their spot up in the night sky. All for what? A few short moments of brilliance before we fade away. Even then, these little shows we put on are meant more for those watching on the sides than they are for ourselves.
Despite that, I think it can still can very, very pretty sight to stop and watch. I want to believe that. Don’t you?
I speak to the rain in whispered words
as it falls quickly, silently down to earth
The tiny little rivulets carve out their traveling trails
down my bedroom window, calling out as they pass by
The dark clouds in the sky sing to me in great crescendos,
flashes of light adorning the stage
Storms are summoned at my passing
staining the streets and flowering the fields,
a weather vane spinning madly out of control
Raise the rivers
crush the flood gates on a whim
I sit upon a throne of storms,
atop my head a crown of rain
The people dance and pray,
hands raised high as the sky opens up,
pouring down on parched hearts
They call me the Rain King
Another half baked tattoo idea that I pursued a little farther than a scribble.
I’ve seen you through lingering, stolen glances
I’ve spoken to you in wavering whispers, using shy and unsure words
My heart beats at a manic pace whenever you pass by
Every word you speak seems powerful, poignant,
veritable poetry to my hungry ears
My mind has wrapped itself up in you,
wanting to become familiar with your ins and outs
Mt body yearns to pull itself close to you,
a fool’s dance on invisible strings
It’s far too easy tempting to meander down your winding paths,
to get tangled up and lost in hidden places
My hands are hungry to pry you open,
pounding down into the heart of you
I spend too much time with my head in the clouds,
my feet hanging precariously below me
I need to come back down,
plant my feet back on solid ground
My dreams have grown too large,
I’ve outstretched my means, it seems
I’ve jumbled up what I want and what I need,
two quite different things, you see
I need to gather up all of these little pieces of me,
small, scattered around, and hard to see
Put them back in shape and form,
a resolve now made whole
Off in search of a new place to go,
many little seeds in hand to now sow
To one day grow into tall, tall trees,
whose branches rise high and green
When I woke up this morning,
the world was not the same as it was the night before
Time seems to be crawling backwards,
the clock’s hands slowly spinning out of control
The sky is painted in a verdant green,
and the grass in the lawn grows in blue
It’s as if the sun packed up its things and moved away,
and the moon simply refuses to rise in the night sky
Storm clouds whimper instead of roar,
and the rain falls steadily upwards
Cats run through the streets barking wildly,
while the dogs purr softly in quiet corners
God stopped going to church on sundays,
saying he doesn’t believe in us anymore
The sea has dried up,
the only waves that lap against the shores those of sand
The great fires have died down,
the cogs of man irreparably stuck
Has the world really come to an end,
or did I just have too much to drink again last night?
My heart is a fragile thing,
made of worn paper
It’s crinkled and creased,
with scribbles and scratches all along its face
Many times have I written your name
crossed it out
only to re-write it once more
Over,
and over,
and over again
Sometimes in a soft graphite’s gray,
bold black,
or ballpoint blue
Regardless of shape, size, or style,
your name has come to cover every corner of the page
It has become a mass of inter-flowing lines, garbled up shapes, and odd angles
that come together to form off-kilter images
Even so,
I still can’t help but feel that your name,
written across the page,
is a thing of beauty